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Sunday, 26 December 2010

Winter Snow

Posted on 10:09 by Unknown



Could've come like a mighty storm
With all the strength of a hurricane
You could've come like a forest fire
With the power of heaven in Your flame

But You came like a winter snow
Quiet and soft and slow
Falling from the sky in the night
To the earth below

You could've swept in like a tidal wave
Or an ocean to ravish our hearts
You could have come through like a roaring flood
To wipe away the things we've scarred

But You came like a winter snow
(Yes, You did)
You were quiet
You were soft and slow
Falling from the sky in the night
To the earth below

Oh, no, Your voice wasn't in a bush burning
No, Your voice wasn't in a rushing wind
It was still
It was small
It was hidden

You came like a winter snow
Quiet and soft and slow
Falling from the sky in the night
To the earth below

Falling
(Oh, yeah)
To the earth below
You came falling
From the sky in the night
To the earth below
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Tuesday, 21 December 2010

Christmas Movie Marathon

Posted on 10:06 by Unknown
This rainy weather in San Diego combined with the sites and smells of Christmas time have made me even more thankful for the 2 week break that I get from work.

Today, I am having a Christmas Movie Marathon. The Holiday, Love Actually, Home Alone, Christmas Vacation... only the best!

So far, I have watched The Holiday. If you haven't seen it, Kira-I am talking to YOU, you MUST. Jude Law is a hot dad. Jack Black is adorable. It is just perfect.


Amanda (Cameron Diaz) and Iris (Kate Winslet) trade homes for the holiday, putting Amanda in a small town outside of London and Kate in LA. Amanda is unable to feel and Iris is in love with someone that doesn't see her. Again, if you haven't seen this movie, YOU MUST.

Here is one of my favorite quotes from the movie...

Iris:

"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade. "
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Tuesday, 14 December 2010

MiiR

Posted on 08:36 by Unknown
I LOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEE my MiiR bottle.

Between this beauty and my trusty Costco cups, I am drinking A LOT more water than I ever have before.

As I have said before, I love MiiR's business model and everything about them. Quality product. Quality people. Giving back. It is amazing.

Check out this screamin deal on a MiiR bottle...



Buy one. Buy two. Heck, be like my friend Justin and buy 8 for family and friends.

Do it. :)
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Sunday, 12 December 2010

You can thank me later...

Posted on 08:03 by Unknown
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Saturday, 4 December 2010

Single Ladies

Posted on 17:19 by Unknown


Sara Bareilles does it again!
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Thursday, 2 December 2010

I lub my yob

Posted on 11:50 by Unknown
Seriously, I love my job.

For the first time in a long time, I love my job and where I work. I don't dread going to work. It is just a really good feeling. One of the best parts of my job is the kids. These kids are amazing. They say the BEST things. Here are a few parts of recent conversations...

Kid: "We all speak two languages."
Me: "What languages?"
Kid: "We used to speak baby and now we speak English."

Me: "I like your Chargers sweatshirt."
Kid: "My dad bought it for me when we went to a Charger game last year."
Me: "Cool, I went to the Monday Night Football game last week."
Kid: "The other team had four immerceptions in that game."

Kid: "Miss Amanda, I still want to live with you and quit telling me I won't like it. It isn't working."
Me: "No seriously, I am a grumpy old woman, you don't want to live with me.
Kid: "You are grumpy or old."

Kid: "Miss Amanda, what are you asking Santa for?"
Me: "I donno."
Kid: "You better decide quick, he doesn't have very much longer to make your wish come true.


I love my job!
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Tuesday, 30 November 2010

I hope this gets to you..

Posted on 20:51 by Unknown
I want this kind of love.

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Thursday, 25 November 2010

Happy THANKSgiving

Posted on 10:51 by Unknown
As I look back at all that I have posted about, I can't help but be thankful that I have so much to be thankful for. I recognize, full and well, that I live a very charmed and blessed life. I have been fortunate enough to experience many places, things, people, and joy... way more than one person should.

To go a little deeper, the holidays are hard for me. In fact, I know that the holidays are hard for A LOT of people. There is nothing that reminds you more of being alone, love lost, people who are no longer with us, or just how hard life can be at times, than the holidays. In the midst of the sadness, anger, and all of the other emotions, I will try my hardest to choose joy. I will try to remember all that I have to be thankful for.

After all, life is about choices. We all have the choice to choose well or to choose a life that reflect otherwise.

I am thankful that I have so much to be thankful for. I am thankful that I have the opportunity to choose well and focus on the things that I am thankful for.

Happy Thanksgiving. Choose well.
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Wednesday, 24 November 2010

24: Part Deux

Posted on 21:14 by Unknown
My friend Jennifer is RIDICULOUSLY generous, thoughtful, and caring.

Jennifer and I met while I was living in Arizona; we worked at Cornerstone together. Toward the end of my time in Arizona, Jen became one of my closest friends. Jen cheered me on while finishing school, when updating my resume with a college degree, and while applying for countless jobs in Nashville.

For the past 3 years, Jen has been there for me through the ups and downs. The disaster that was the free trip to Ireland, the half-way move to Nashville, crappy jobs, my dad dying, my grandpa dying, friendships ending and beginning, wonderful jobs, fun trips, great concerts and so much more.

Jennifer is another one of those people who have welcomed me into the family. Countless dinners, family vacations, and other fun things. I am BEYOND blessed.

I am thankful for my friend Jen.
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24

Posted on 21:07 by Unknown
I am thankful for the people in my life that know me. For the people that have taken the time to get to know my hopes and fears, my likes and dislikes, my joy and tears.

I am thankful for the people that know that the holidays are tough and remember, no matter how long it has been between seeing one another.

I am thankful for the people that ask me how I am and then wait for the real answer, the answer that is so much more than "great, fine, ok, or wonderful".

I am thankful for the people that send text messages with the perfect words.

I am thankful for the people that know just what to say or do and when to say or do it.

I am thankful for the people that I call friend.
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Tuesday, 23 November 2010

23

Posted on 22:03 by Unknown
I am oh so thankful for the families that have welcomed me into their homes and hearts.

Klingaman Family: when I moved to Arizona, B told me that his family was my family. He wasn't kidding. Mama and Papa K provided a much needed saf place in Arizona. Even after leaving Arizona, they have still been so good to me. I am beyond blessed by Mama, Papa, B, Katelynn, and Ems. What an amazingly loving and welcoming family.

The Harveys: Ever since high school, I have been spending both Thanksgiving and Christmas at the Harvey house. I always have a place to sit at their holiday meals, and any other meal throughout the year to be honest. Jim and Teresa have been second parents to me in so many ways. I am forever thankful for them. Even further, I am thankful that Kim, Kyle, and Cody also welcomed me in. I love the Harvey fam. So thankful. Papa Harv, Teres, Kimber, Kyle, and Co, THANK YOU!

The Knudsens: Kristi and I met our freshman year of college at SPU and have been friends ever since. I worked at a church that her dad was the pastor of, and am so thankful for that season. Craig and Karen have loved me even when I was hard to love. They even made it possible for me to continue my education when I wasn't sure how I was going to make it happen. As with the Harvey's, the whole Knudsen fam has welcomed me in. Being a pastor fam, Christmas is a very special day for just the fam... yet they invited me into that special day. Words can't express my gratitude. Craig, Karen, Kristi, Kelsey and Tyler, THANK YOU.

Page Fam: Ricky, Nova and Elisha, Thank you for always making me feel so at home at Casa Page. Thank you for bringing me in on the pajama tradition. Thank you for making me feel like I belong.- THANK YOU.

Freighbor/Neighbors: Jeanine, Kevin, Sammy, and Paige... Last year, Thanksgiving was tough. So many emotions were running so high. You all provided a sense of normalcy. Paige's freak out helped to take my mind off of everything else that was going on. It was just so nice to have a safe place when Mom and Clyde were on their cruise and the poop was hitting the fan. Thank you for being such amazing neighbors. - THANK YOU.

Maxin Fam: Mama Maxin, John, Heffer, and Ro, my Seattle family. I will never forget the Thanksgiving I spent with you all while I was living in Seattle. Thank you for opening your home to me. Thank you for letting me paint the hallway ha ha ha and for leaving it up for years to be admired. Thank you for letting me do COUNTLESS loads of laundry at your house. Thank you for the steak dinners. I know that I have a home in Seattle, and I am so thankful. - THANK YOU.

O'Connor Fam: MY Mo. Mo has been another parent ever since Jimmy and I were in Kindergarten together at Cabrillo Elementary. Mo helped me get ready for my prom and took me to countless NSync and Kelly Clarkson concerts. I have had every too many parties to count at The Scoreboard AKA The Family Bar, with Mo and Joe being the best hosts a girl can ask for. Jimmy, Bridget and Caitlin have been so sweet as to always welcome me in without hesitation. THANK YOU Mo and Joe and the rest of the O'Connor Fam.


The holidays are hard for me. Really hard. This holiday season is going to be particularly rough with it being the year anniversary of my dad dying and the first holiday since my sweet Grandpa died. Because of this, I am even more thankful for the families that have welcomed me into their homes and have made me feel like family.
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Monday, 22 November 2010

22

Posted on 23:06 by Unknown
I am thankful for a Chargers win.
I am thankful that I got to go to the Monday Night Football game with such great community.
I am thankful for my Bolts.
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Sunday, 21 November 2010

21!

Posted on 23:58 by Unknown
I am so very thankful for creativity.
Lighting and production that is done well awakens something within me.
I absolutely love seeing things come together.
Today, I saw World of Color at Disney's California Adventure and it left me spechless. I stood in awe of the colors and lights and fire and just sheer genius. It was one of the most beautiful things that I have ever seen.
Thankful!
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Saturday, 20 November 2010

TWENTY

Posted on 20:37 by Unknown
I am thankful for the rain.

I love days like today where the rain just pours down.

The rain is refreshing. I love the smells that fill the air when the rain is here; the smell of fireplaces at nights, of fresh rain on the ground, and of coffee.

San Diego doesn't get much rain, so when we do, we love it.

THANKFUL.
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Glee

Posted on 14:36 by Unknown




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Friday, 19 November 2010

Nineteen

Posted on 22:01 by Unknown
I am thankful for Disneyland.

It's true.

I am the grown person who geeks out over Disneyland. I love all the Hidden Mickey hype. I love the snow at Christmas time. I love it all.

I went last night with some friends for a private party, during which there were less than 10,000 people in the park. It was crazy how empty it was. We had a wonderful time. We laughed a lot. We even rode 11 rides in just 3.5 hours.

I am going on Sunday for my friend Eric's birthday, we are meeting up with a whole mixture of people while we are there.

THEN, I am going Friday, Saturday and Sunday with some dear friends from Arizona.

Yup, 5 days in a matter of 11 days.

I am thankful for Disneyland. It is like therapy. :)
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Thursday, 18 November 2010

Twenty-Ten

Posted on 15:14 by Unknown
At the beginning of January, I posted this blog...

Here is where I am at with those resolutions:


to live a better story... I can stand with my head held high knowing that I am living a better life than I lived in 2009.

to go on dates... I haven't gone on a single date in 2010. That isn't the most fun thing to admit to. Some of that is because I am picky. Most of that is because I don't really get asked out.

to put myself out there... YUP!

to believe in myself more... ABSOLUTELY!

to pursue my dreams... Thanks to people like my Freighbor and Kira, I have been able to do this.

to love and be loved... YES.

to write more... I blogged more in 2009 than I did in 2010, but I am pleased with the content of this year's blog so I am ok with that.

to continue to take care of myself... Yes.

to pay down my debt... VERY MUCH SO!

to live and love where I am at... Trying my best!
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Eighteen

Posted on 14:45 by Unknown
I am BEYOND thankful for the COUNTLESS generous people in my life.

Concerts. Dinners. Football Games. Trips. Surprise Packages. Clothes. Make-Up. Massages. Cups. Cash. Manicures and Pedicures. Haircuts. Facials. Mixed CDs.

I am one of those people who is ridiculously blessed by the people in my life. I have never had a need go un-met. If I need something, truly need it, I often times don't even have to ask. To go even further, I am never in want. To quote my friend Megan, "I don't know who's life I am living, but I hope they don't ask for it back." I am BEYOND blessed.

So, THANK YOU.

Thank you for the concert tickets, the countless meals, the tickets to football and basketball games, the trips to Disneyland and Sedona and Dallas and LA and so many other places, the surprise packages full of goodies, the clothes, the make-up, the massages and spa days, the manicures and pedicures, the haircuts, the facials, the mixed CD's and for so much more. Thank you for always sharing with me. Thank you for inviting me to be part of your life and all things exciting and wondering and heart breaking and saddening. Thank you for constantly blessing me.
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Wednesday, 17 November 2010

Seventeen

Posted on 09:50 by Unknown
Last year, I read Kelly Cutrone's book, If You Have To Cry, Go Outside and Other Things Your Mother Never Told You. I love me some Kelly Cutrone. If you don't know who she is, she is a publicist in the Fashion Industry with offices in both LA and New York. She is a tough cookie, but genuinely cares about her employees and clients. I never missed an episode of her show and was so excited when her book came out.

I devoured the book. Some of the book wasn't my cup of tea, but for the most part, I was challenged by what she said. There was especially one thing that really challenged me.

In the book, Kelly talked about people who would e-mail her for advice both with business and personal life. She then encouraged the reader to do the same. At the risk of butchering the eloquence that Kelly used to share, I will try to share it with you. Kelly basically said, if there is something that you want to do, but don't know what to do or where to start, seek someone out who is already doing that, ask them for advice, pick their brain, and take a risk. I found myself reading the book waiting to move. I couldn't help but feel like that was exactly what I needed to do.

If you have read this blog for any length of time, you would know that I have always wanted to work in the music industry. I want to help to make concerts and events happen. I don't need to be the person up front, I would prefer not to be, but I would love to be the one to help make it happen.

I have a wealth of knowledge and experience living right next door to me, as my neighbors have been in the industry for decades. Beyond that, my neighbors have been so kind and have introduced me to their friends who have also been in the industry for forever. Freighbor, Kevin, and Angie have been far too good to me.

Further than that, at Jeanine's birthday celebration, I met Jeanine's friend Kira who does Marketing and Promotions in the music Industry. When dinner was over, I took Kelly's advise, and asked Kira if I could pick her brain about marketing, promotions, and the music industry. Kira was so sweet and obliged.

Kira answered questions, and continues to do so. More than that, Kira has allowed me the unique opportunity of learning first-hand about the music industry. Kira has allowed me to tag along with her to shows at The Hollywood Bowl, letting me see the ins and outs of what she does. Kira invited me to be on the committee for Taste at The Cove, an event that she is the director of. More than all of this, Kira has become one of my closest friends.

I am honored to call Kira friend. If you are lucky enough to call her friend, you know what I am talking about. Kira is incredibly thoughtful and generous and is just an amazing friend.

I am thankful for Freighbor, Kevin, and Angie for always being so wonderful in answering questions, teaching me, inviting me to things, getting me tickets/passes, and for so much more.

I am thankful that Freighbor was born, had a dinner to celebrate the birth, and shares her friends with me. :)

I am thankful that I read Kelly Cutrone's book, took her advice, and took a risk.

I am thankful that Kira was so kind and receptive and was kind enough to teach me.

Today, and everyday, I am thankful for my friend Kira.
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Tuesday, 16 November 2010

Sweet 16

Posted on 22:23 by Unknown
Today is the first day in about a month that my back doesn't hurt. I didn't have to come straight home, get in bed, and cry myself to sleep. My body doesn't appear to hate me anymore.

I am thankful for my health.

I am thankful that, for the most part, I have had it really easy when it comes to my health.

I am thankful.
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Monday, 15 November 2010

Fifteen

Posted on 19:54 by Unknown

Today, I am so very thankful for thoughtful friends...

Friends that see a card that says Touche and put it in the mail from Milwaukee.

Friends who take the time to make a play list, burn a CD, put it in a package and send it on it's way.

Friends who know that I love Chick-Fil-A so they save coupons for me.

Friends who encourage me to share my voice.

Friends who send a text just to let me know that I am loved.

Friends who love generously.

Friends who challenge me to be the best me I can be.

Friends who consistently think about others.

I am beyond blessed with the most amazingly generous, talented, sweet, kind, hilarious, and most of all, thoughtful.
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Google Analytics

Posted on 09:06 by Unknown
I have a question that I hope someone reading can answer.

As I have said before, I use Google Analytics to track this blog. I like to see who is reading where and how they got here. Recently, I have seen a HUGE influx in reading happening in two particular cities.

Palo Alto and San Francisco are producing HUGE traffic on this blog. I don't know anyone in these cities who reads my blog, let alone anyone who would look at my blog over 180 times in one month. Let's be honest, I am not even on my blog that much, so why would anyone else be?

So, I guess I have two questions...

1. If you live in Palo Alto or San Francisco and read my blog, how did you find it? Thanks for reading.
2. Does anyone know if Google Reader has anything to do with this?

Help. :)

Day 15 coming later.
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Sunday, 14 November 2010

Fourteen

Posted on 19:19 by Unknown
I am thankful for the past year.

The past 12 months have been full of tragedy, hope, love, loss, excitement, sadness, joy, peace, and so much more. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone, but I also wouldn't trade it for the world.

In the midst of the tragedy, loss, loneliness, and sadness, I have experienced hope in ways that I have never experienced before. As my friend Meg has said, "I don't know who's life I am living, but I hope they don't ask for it back!"

I have seen more concerts in a year than most see in a lifetime. I have attended and participated in events that I only dreamed of before this year. I have gone to places that I saw in magazines and wished and hope that I would get to go.

2010 was an incredible year.

I am thankful for the past 12 months.
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Saturday, 13 November 2010

Thirteen: Part 2

Posted on 22:22 by Unknown
As I said in the beginning of this, some days will be serious, some days will be long and some days will be short.

Today, as ridiculous as it may sound, I am so thankful that I don't have to set my alarm tomorrow morning. I don't have to get out of bed at any particular time tomorrow. This is a rarity in my life, so I try to really appreciate days like tomorrow.

I am going to respond to some e-mails, pay some bills, prepare some care packages, and do the things that I want to do.

I am thankful for days that don't require anything, especially in the midst of days that can be so busy.

Alas, I am turning in for the night without setting my alarm.

THANKFUL.
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Thirteen: Part 1

Posted on 15:27 by Unknown
This morning, I had the privilege being part of the Coca Cola team for the JDRF Walk to Cure Diabetes. There were over 450 people walking with the Coca Cola team alone.

Since my job has taught me a lot about Diabetes and just what it takes to care for this disease, it was really important to me to participate. In that, it was important to put the word out and raise some funds for JDRF. Unfortunately, I lagged on putting the link up until the day before the race. FORTUNATELY, I have incredible friends.

THANK YOU Kira, Katelynn and Mama & Papa K for contributing so generously to this cause. Thank you for supporting me in yet another 5K. Thank you for supporting JDRF in finding a cure for diabetes.

I am thankful that I have such supportive friends. :)
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Friday, 12 November 2010

12

Posted on 16:49 by Unknown
Call it ridiculous if you will, but I am Thankful for DVR.

I love having the ability to watch shows that I wouldn't normally be able to.
I love not feeling like I have to be home by a certain time to be able to catch a show.

I love my DVR.

Thankful. :)
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Walk for a Cure - DIABETES

Posted on 06:50 by Unknown
Mornin!

I'm writing to you to ask for your support in a very special cause.

This year, I'll be taking part in the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation's Walk to Cure Diabetes along with a half-million other walkers across the country. Our goal: To raise $90 million to help fund research for a cure for type 1 diabetes and its complications.

Type 1, or juvenile, diabetes, is a devastating, often deadly disease that affects millions of people--a large and growing percentage of them children.

Many people think type 1 diabetes can be controlled by insulin. While insulin does keep people with type 1 diabetes alive, it is NOT a cure. Aside from the daily challenges of living with type 1 diabetes, there are many severe, often fatal, complications caused by the disease.

That's the bad news... and yes, it's pretty bad.

The good news, though, is that JDRF is making steady progress toward a cure. In fact, JDRF funding and leadership is associated with most major scientific breakthroughs in type 1 diabetes research to date. And JDRF funds more type 1 research than any other charity worldwide.

I'm writing to ask for your support because now more than ever, EACH of us can be a part of bringing about a cure. Each of us can make a real difference

Won't you please give to JDRF as generously as you're able?

Together, we can make the cure a reality.

Thank you,
Amanda

Please visit my Walk Web page if you would like to donate online or see how close I am to reaching my personal goal:


http://walk.jdrf.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=extranet.personalpage&confirmID=87801218
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Thursday, 11 November 2010

Eleven

Posted on 22:05 by Unknown
Today, I am thankful that I live in a free country.

I, as a woman, am able to hold any job (except for Navy SEAL) that a man can and vote.
I am able to dress how I want.
I eat when and where I want.
I get to make the choices.

These, and so many other freedoms have come at a cost.

For hundreds of years, men and women have fought to protect these freedoms. I am thankful for the men and women who fight with courage to protect this country and the freedoms that we experience here.
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Wednesday, 10 November 2010

10 on Ten

Posted on 14:58 by Unknown
I am thankful for Christmas music.
Judge me all you want.
I am that girl who has a Christmas playlist on the iPod all year long.
I LOVE me some Christmas music.

I am especially loving the new Dave Barnes Christmas record. This just happens to be my favorite song on the record...






Dave Barnes + Hillary Scott from Lady A = AMAZING
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Tuesday, 9 November 2010

Niner

Posted on 20:02 by Unknown
I am thankful for daylight savings time.

I know, I know. So many people hate it. I get it. I would too if I had to work until 5 or 6 and had to drive home in the dark. Hear me out...

1. Living in San Diego, we don't get to experience the seasons changing. To me, I equate Daylight Savings Time with it being Fall.
2. I have to wake up around 6, sometimes earlier, to be at work by 7:30. Waking up that early is ROUGH when you are getting ready in the dark.
3. I get off of work at 2:30, so I still have 2.5 hours of sunlight to enjoy.
4. I am like a toddler, I enjoy an 8:30 bedtime. With it getting darker earlier, it is easy for me to enjoy my toddler bedtime without feeling like I am missing out on so much.
5. When I fly home from Arizona it is as if an hour never happened. Consider it time travel. :)

I know that you may not agree with me, but I love it.

By the time Spring comes around, I am ready for it to feel like Spring and Summer, again the only thing that makes it real is the time change. :)
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Monday, 8 November 2010

Ocho

Posted on 19:22 by Unknown
Today, I am thankful for all of the sweet little kids that I get to spend my days with. I feel like I am living an episode of "Kids Say the Darndest Things" whenever a kid opens his or her mouth to say something. Everyday is different but also the same. Different because I never know what they are going to say and the same in that everyday I hear something that makes me smile.

Here are some of my favorites so far...

"Miss Amanda, I want to live with you. Can I live with you? I want to live with you!"

"I can't wait to have my First Communion, my Grandma gives 50 Bucks when you do that!"

"Sh, like caSH. I'm gonna get lots of cash."

"Do you want to go to Justin Bieber with me?"


The icing on the cake today... My little friend that I hang out with everyday told me that she missed PreSchool because she got to sing all the time at PreSchool. I asked her what song she liked best and she started singing "Come, Now Is the Time to Worship." She sang and sang and sang. I couldn't help but watch her smile as she just sang.

I love these kids.
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Sunday, 7 November 2010

Seven

Posted on 20:51 by Unknown
I am thankful for my Grandma Brown. She is a fabulous lady.

She was married to my Grandpa for almost 60 years, he died a few weeks shy of their 60th wedding anniversary. She is the mother to 9 kids , grandmother to 18, and great-grandmother to 2.

She has a college degree from SDSU.

She has served in countless philanthropic and civic clubs. She has been a member of the same Parish for over 60 years, serving as a Eucharistic Minister and Religious education teacher.

She is brilliant.

I am thankful for all of the time that I get to spend with her going to Cabrillo Club events, grocery shopping, and to get chocolate shakes.

She is the best.
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Saturday, 6 November 2010

6

Posted on 21:37 by Unknown
Today, I am thankful for my neighbors.

J,K, S, and P are good people. They each bring their own flare to this world, and I am thankful to know each one of them.

We have joked around that she should be included when an appraisal is done on the property. She is an incredible friend. She is an amazing cook. She is just all around wonderful. The apple doesn't fall far from the tree. The kids next door are some of the best.

Today, the girls had a date with "Aunt Amanda." We spent a lazy Saturday morning in front of the TV before heading down to a Soccer Game. Paige played while Sammy and I cheered the Purple Panthers on. From there, we headed home to relax and have lunch. Paige went on a date with "Aunt Kim" so Sammy and I just hung out until Paige got back. We went to Mass with my Grandma and then I treated them to McDonald's before heading to a surprise party. These girls are SO easy to "babysit." They have GREAT manners, they are well behaved, and they just go with the flow.

I feel blessed that I get to be part of their family. I love getting to help the girls with homework. I cherish the times when we are snuggled up on the couch while one of them reads to me. Playing American Idol on Wii is way more fun when you are playing it with a 7 and 9 year old. I am just beyond thankful that I live next door to such great people.
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Friday, 5 November 2010

Thanksgiving Day 5K

Posted on 22:33 by Unknown
Before you eat your body weight in Turkey and all of the trimmings, join me in doing the Father Joe's Thanksgiving Day 5K.

Kristi, Kelsey and I did it last year and had a blast.
Seriously, it is FUN.

So, who is with me?

Don't make me do this alone.
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FIVE

Posted on 22:28 by Unknown
Today, I am thankful for SO MUCH.
Alas, that is too vague for this blog series; I must focus on one particular thing.

So, I will say that I am thankful for a bed to sleep in, a roof over my head, and food in my belly. As hard has life has been at times, I have never gone without. I have never wondered where I would lay my head to rest or when I would eat again. I am among the richest in the world when you consider that I have a car, have a job, have a college education, and have money in my bank account.

I am thankful that all of my needs, and more, are met on a daily basis.
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Thursday, 4 November 2010

Numero Cuatro

Posted on 16:03 by Unknown
That is Number 4 for all of you non-Spanish speakers. :)

I was recently catching up with a friend over Pomegranate Margaritas and Chips & White Sauce at Miguel's, as I often do, and I was reminded, once again, of just how much my cup tends to runneth over. Destiny, the person not the thing, reminded me that even having 2 close, reliable, and tangible friends makes a person rich. Since I know that this is true, I also much admit that I think I won the lottery when it comes to friendships. (Consider this a follow-up to my blog about friendships that aren't.)

I have amazing friends all over the place. Seattle, Sonora, Chandler, San Bernadino, LA, Irvine, Nashville, Spartanburg, Oklahoma City, Lynchburg, Portland, Phoenix, San Diego, Boulder, and so many more places feel like home to me. These places feel like home because of the people that live there. Again, I am rich.

Just yesterday, I met a friend for coffee after work. I left Point Loma, headed north on the 5 to Del Mar.

(Side-note, the Starbucks that we met at was right next to a Papyrus store. If you have read this blog for longer than a few posts or know me at all, you know that I LOVE to write REAL letters and cards and that Papyrus stationery is BY FAR my favorite. I can't be next to a store without going in. I walked out with 80 cards that are just waiting to be mailed.)

We sat for a couple of hours just catching up on life. We talked about everything and nothing at the same time. We did what friends do. We talked about life and all that it entails.

From Del Mar, I headed back to Point Loma, where I hung out with my precious Freighbor (Friend+Neighbor=Freighbor). Again, we talked about life and all that it entails. Again, we did what friends do.

From Freighbor's house, I headed to my favorite Fiji Yogurt for a yogurt date with another friend. As with the other friend encounters yesterday, we talked about life. We did what friends do.

All this to say, Today, I am thankful for my friends. I am thankful for the friends that loved me through my freak-out of a lifetime in Ireland. I am thankful for my friends that didn't judge me for moving half-way to Nashville and then turning around to head back to San Diego. I am thankful for my friends that send me cards just because. I am thankful for friends that are honest with me and expect honesty in return. I am thankful for friends that speak that hard truths to me.

I am thankful for the ridiculous amount of ridiculously amazing friends that I have.

I am rich!
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Wednesday, 3 November 2010

Number 3

Posted on 21:40 by Unknown
Today, I am thankful that I love where I work.
It has been a long time since I both loved my job and where I worked.

The people that I work with make it easy to get up and go to work.
The Principal leads by example; she will never ask us to do something that she herself isn't willing to do.

I recognize that I am extremely blessed to have a full time job that provides for me and gives me amazing medical benefits, as I stated yesterday. I also recognize that I am even more blessed that my job is both enjoyable and at a place that I love.

I hope that you find yourself in a job that you enjoy. It doesn't have to be you dream job or your 'career' mine isn't, but I still love it! :)
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Tuesday, 2 November 2010

Number 2

Posted on 06:40 by Unknown
I am thankful that I have a job that provides me with amazing medical and dental benefits. Mainly the ability to go to counseling as often as I want for NOTHING.

I have always been a firm believer in therapy. I think that EVERYONE should go to therapy. And in that, if you are someone who thinks you don't "need" therapy, you should probably be the first in line, I am just sayin. :)

I have had a few counselors since I moved home, and not because I therapist hop, but because I see the "intern" and they are only around for a year at a time. It has actually been really therapeutic even in those times of change.

I am so thankful that I have a safe and unbiased place to talk. Some sessions, I can talk for the whole hour and some sessions I am in there for 15 minutes and leave. Either way, it is nice to have the option.

Do you have a safe and unbiased place to share your heart and feelings and fears?
Do you see a counselor or therapist regularly? Why or Why Not?
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Monday, 1 November 2010

Number 1

Posted on 20:00 by Unknown
I am thankful for this blog and the community of readers.

This blog has served as somewhat of a second therapy for me. I write what is on my heart. Sometimes, the posts are full of joy and sometimes they are full of sorrow. Either way, they are full of heart.

This blog wouldn't be what it is without YOU the readers. I have felt so blessed by the support that I get on this blog. It feels good to know that I am not the only one with these feelings and that I am not crazy.

So, THANK-YOU for supporting me and loving me on this journey.

I am thankful for this blog and for the ones that read it. :)
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No, Thank-YOU November

Posted on 09:49 by Unknown
I absolutely LOVE the fall.

I always miss Seattle and Colorado this time of year. I miss the feeling of crisp air on your skin, watching the leaves change colors and fall to the ground, and getting to wear scarves and cute coats. I love me some San Diego, but I also love me some Fall. Unfortunately, we don't really get to experience "seasons" in San Diego.

Every year, I go to Thanksgiving at my Grandma and Grandpa Brown's house. Grandpa passed away in June, so this is the first Thanksgiving without Grandpa. It will be tough to be there without him, but life goes on. It must go on. Before we eat, we all gather in the living room where the tables are set up, all 40 or so of us, we circle up and hold hands. Everyone, yes EVERYONE, has to say what they are thankful for. Some of the things make us laugh and some of the things make us cry.

Thinking of what to say is always a process for me. I dont' want to say something trivial and I don't want to say something that I just thought of on a whim. I want to say something that I truly am Thankful for.

So, with all of this thinking, I saw a blog series waiting to happen. So, everyday in Novemeber, until Thanksgiving, I am going to post a blog about things that I am thankful for. 25 blogs in 25 days. Some blogs will be long, and some will be short. Either way, they will be full of heart and deep joy.

Can't wait to share number 1 with you all a little later today. :)
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Friday, 29 October 2010

You can blame Promise...

Posted on 06:36 by Unknown
My incredibly talented friend Promise wrote a blog about Willow and how she has quickly become a style icon at just 9 years old. There is no denying that this girl has got some style!

The song will get stuck in your head.

I first heard it on The Ellen Show a few weeks ago and it DEFINITELY gets stuck in your head.

Enjoy. :)

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Monday, 25 October 2010

You call this friendship?

Posted on 20:23 by Unknown
Disclaimer: I have been working on this blog in my head and heart for about a month, but haven't had the guts to type it out and press the "publish post" button at the bottom of the text box. This post may ruffle some feathers, may cause some people to question who it is that I am writing about, and may even hurt some feelings. My intentions are NOT to hurt feelings, but to simply share mine, as i know that I am not the only one who has these wounds.

Moving half-way to Nashville, only to turn around in San Antonio, was one of the hardest seasons in my life. I have been home for about two and a half years and there are times when it still pains me to think about that whole season. Let's journey back a bit...

I left some amazing friendships in Seattle to head to Azusa. Azusa didn't happen because of money, so I headed to San Diego, feeling very sad and lonely. Eventually, I made new friends, reconnected with old friends, and moved on. I then left some great friendships in San Diego to head to Chandler. I had the best of both worlds while in Arizona seeing as how I flew home every week 5 out of the 15 months that I was there. I left some wonderful friendships in Arizona to move to Nashville to chase a dream. I left the friends in Nashville hanging while I returned to San Diego. The return to San Diego was harder than I ever could have imagined.

You see, I am somewhat of a drifter, and I know that it can be hard to be friends with someone who is always on the go. But it can't be that hard.

I left Seattle in 2004 yet some of my best friends still live in Seattle and our friendship has only gotten stronger over time. In fact, I would say that some of my best friends don't live in San Diego. We are all spread out. Washington, Arizona, Tennessee, South Carolina and all over the great state of California... we are all over the place. Whether it is 5 or 5,000 miles between us, we make the effort. If someone or something is important, you will make the effort.

Since moving back to San Diego two and a half years ago, and even more so in the past year, it has broken my heart as friendships, here in San Diego, have just died. I tried friendship CPR over and over and over again, only to look up to see a flat-line in front of my face. It is like mourning the loss of someone that isn't dead but is simply no longer in your life and lives less than 30 miles away.

There are only so many times that a person can initiate coffee dates, shopping trips, road trips, bon-fires, concerts, happy hours, church visits, etc before you have to give up. The reality is, my heart can't take another "let me check my calender", "Oh, I am busy that day but maybe next month", or no response at all. I can stand with my head held high knowing that I tried, and more than just once.

I write this post with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart. I see the faces of these friends in pictures around my room, in memories in my head and heart, and it just makes me sad. I get it, life happens, times change, friendships change and move forward, but it doesn't take the sting away. In fact, I never thought that I would compose a post like this about these particular people. It seems surreal. I wish it was a dream but it isn't. It is reality.

Writing this has also forced me to check myself. What kind of friend have I been? Have I texted you just to see how you are doing? Have I sent you a card or note to let you know that I have been thinking of you? Did I respond to that e-mail that you sent to me? Did I RSVP for your event or did I just leave you hanging? Maybe you should ask yourself the same questions... I know that I can't answer yes to every single one of those questions in regards to every person I call friend. Again, I can stand with my head held high knowing that my friends know that I love them. I don't leave them guessing. And if I am wrong in writing that statement, PLEASE, correct me.




I know that this post seems a little "Debbie Downer" and I am sorry, I just needed to write. I needed to write for me, and hopefully for one of you readers as well. Know that I am working on a few blogs that will bring sunshine and smile faces back to this blog. xoxo
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Open Mouth... Insert Foot

Posted on 13:26 by Unknown
As some of you know, I switched jobs in September.
I am much happier these days, it is amazing what a healthy and positive work environment can do for your spirit.

Well, I am basically living the movie Billy Madison. I am in a First Grade classroom all day. Everywhere they go, I go. Including field trips. :)

Today, I was out supervising lunch, as I always do. The kids were ready to be excused to go to recess. One student in particular asked to be excused to go to recess, and I told him to pick-up some trash and then he could go. He said he didn't want to pick up trash.

Side note: The students read a book about being a "bucket filler" at the beginning of the year in PE. The book talked about doing things for others, being kind, and taking care of the environment. Since then, staff have been asking students if what they do and say make them a "bucket dipper" or a "bucket filler".

When the student said he didn't want to pick up trash, I then asked him, or tried to ask him, if he was a "fucket biller". Yup, you read that right. FUCKET BILLER. I freaking transposed the F and B at the worst possible time.

All of the kids laughed, I was mortified and had to walk away.

Are you a Bucket Filler?
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Friday, 15 October 2010

Lady A does it again!

Posted on 21:55 by Unknown
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Thursday, 14 October 2010

Vampire Roommates

Posted on 06:40 by Unknown
I lived in Chandler, Arizona for over a year.
I am glad none of my roommates were vampires.

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Thursday, 7 October 2010

Addicted...

Posted on 17:58 by Unknown




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Thursday, 30 September 2010

I la la la la love...

Posted on 17:55 by Unknown
1. The new Sara Bareilles Record. This lady holds no punches when writing her lyrics. The only thing better than the lyrics are her vocals. MAN, that girl can SING! (If she is coming to your city on her Kaleidoscope Heart tour, GO. I went last night. AMAZING!)


2. My Miir. I love these guys. I love their product. I love their passion for life and people. I believe in what they are doing and how they are doing it. These guys are the real deal. I seriously love my Miir... so much that I can't wait to order another.



3. Anne Jackson's book Permission To Speak Freely. I can't stop thinking about all of the goodness in this book. READ IT!

4. Nova's new EP.


5. My San Diego Chargers. They bring out the best and worst of me. They bring me great joy and cause me to fall into a deep depression. I am loyal. Win or lose, they are my team.


6. Google Reader. Seriously, this has made my blog reading SO MUCH easier. Instead of going through my bookmarks wondering if someone has even updated in the past week, or in some cases year, I just go to my Google Reader and it shows me who has updated. I LOVE IT.

What do you love?
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Wednesday, 22 September 2010

Agree to Disagree

Posted on 18:16 by Unknown
Rosie and I have learned a lot in our years of friendship.
One of the biggest lessons we have learned is that, often times, we agree to disagree.

I know that the Health Care Reform is a subject that many of us will most likely agree to disagree on. That is fine with me. Regardless of where you stand, I ask that you educate yourself.

This little video, if you allow it to, can teach you about the reform and what it really entails.

I hope that you will put your opinions aside and watch it...

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Monday, 20 September 2010

Wedding Season Fall 2010

Posted on 16:48 by Unknown
Dannell and Thomas
Faith and Michael
Jeanne and Tom
Josh and Annah
Kerri and Ryan

Yup. 5 weddings in 3 months.

This weekend, we ventured up to Malibu to celebrate Dannell and Thomas getting hitched. Their ceremony was beautiful. There was not a dry eye in the house as we watched Thomas cry while watching his bride make her way towards him. We laughed, cried, and cheered throughout the ceremony. Uncle Dwayne made us all laugh as he thought he was the second shooter to the wedding photographer. We cried with Thomas as he vowed to his bride. We laughed with Dannell as she said she felt like she should kiss him when he finished saying his vows. We took in the sweet sounds of the wedding singer as Mr. and Mrs. Moyer took communion as Husband and Wife. We hooted and hollered as they kissed for the first time as a married couple. It was just a really great wedding.


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R E S P E C T

Posted on 12:15 by Unknown
I love me some Karaoke.

I love me some attention.

I love me some R E S P E C T.

During a commercial break during the painfully long taping of the Season 8 Premiere of the Ellen Show, I was in a little singing competition. Basically Karaoke without the words. :)


I won. I won an iPod.
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Tuesday, 14 September 2010

Memories...

Posted on 14:51 by Unknown
Rosie and I met doing Work Crew at a Young Life camp in Ramona, CA, OAKBRIDGE. I had just finished my Sophomore year of High School and Rosie and just finished her Junior year of High school.

To this day, 9 years later, Rosie is one of my best friends. We have a lot of memories together. These are just a few that ALWAYS make me laugh.

1. Rosie didn't like me while we were on Work Crew together. She thought I was loud and obnoxious (I kind of am) and thought that I was always too busy socializing and never did my job. One day, after spending hours in the dining hall preparing, serving, cleaning, and setting-up, Rosie decided to take a nap under the Buffet line. She crawled under when no one was looking and set-up camp. Well shoot, when I found out about that, I wanted to do the same thing. Needless to say, I am not as incognito as Rosie, so we both got busted. She now had reason to not like me. She really didn't like me.

2. The next summer, Rosie got over it and actually came down to San Diego on a road-trip with her brother. They stayed with us in our tiny little Point Loma Apartment. Rosie and Jeff love soccer, and were so excited about the World Cup that was taking place during their visit. I couldn't have cared less. Rosie set the alarm for 3am so we could wake up and watch the game. I woke up and immediately went back to sleep on the couch, only to wake up a couple of hours later on the couch face to face with her hot older brother. I was mortified. Not sure why, I just was. I was so pissed that Rosie didn't wake me up when she went back to bed.

2.5 While we were driving through Point Loma, Rosie sees a Kermit the Frog on the side of the road. She makes her brother pull over and ask the people if they are giving it away. They are confused by the question, thinking that Rosie is asking for the car, when she just wanted the Kermit. They gave her the Kermit. She buckled him in and we drove off... with Kermit sitting shot-gun.

3. After I applied and got accepted to Seattle Pacific University, I scheduled a trip to stay with Rosie and the rest of the Maxin family and to visit SPU. The first night there, I couldn't fall asleep because I thought that their neighbor was playing the drums. Nope, it was just rain hitting the metal box outside of Rosie's window. It goes without saying that this San Diego girl isn't used to the sound of rain.

4. The next summer, Rosie was in San Diego again, this time with her friend Emily. We loaded my stuff into her Toyota Camry and headed to Seattle for my first, and only, year at SPU. I like to sing along to songs on the radio. Rosie and Emily don't so much. In fact, they don't at all. And in that, they hate it when others do. It was a long road trip for all of us. More for them than me. I had a great time singing along to all my favorites.

5. I spent Thanksgiving of my freshman year of college with Rosie and her family. Rosie decided to make me and my friend Emily sing to her whole family. Why?! I to this day don't know why. but, she did.

6. Rosie is the favorite in my house. I am the favorite in her house, behind Jeff of course.

7. Rosie has spent a lot of time in Peru, it is even where she met her husband. Every time she is there, we are sure to talk on iChat, gChat, or even on the phone sometimes. Lots of HILARIOUS conversations have taken place. Advice given and advice taken.

8. Rosie was preparing for Stiv to come to America and was planning a wedding when I visited Seattle February a year and a half ago. We went thrift store shopping and Rosie found a sofa that she wanted. She called Stiv to discuss it. His response was priceless, "But honey, how will I eat?"

Rosie has been a constant in my life for over 9 years. We have had our ups and downs. We have laughed and cried together on more than one occasion. We have seen each other through so much.

Seattle Pacific, Azusa Pacific, and about 15 other schools between the two of us.
Rosie's mom getting diagnosed with Lung Cancer.
My dad dying of Lung Cancer.
Rosie traveling the world and then meeting and marrying Stiv.
Crippling anxiety.

Rosie, thank you for being such an invaluable friend. Thank you for your love and support throughout all of the years. You are a blessing. Love you Fer. :)
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All Year Long

Posted on 08:20 by Unknown
I am that girl who listens to Christmas music all year long.
I always have a play list in iTunes and on my trusty iPod full of Christmas cheer.

Today, I am putting that play list to work.

You can't tell me that these two records don't bring some yule tide joy to your life...



YES PLEASE!
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Monday, 13 September 2010

Teach Me How To Dougie

Posted on 20:06 by Unknown
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Friday, 10 September 2010

Uncharted

Posted on 21:38 by Unknown
As I have said NUMEROUS times this week... Sara Bareilles' new record is SO GOOD.

This is one of the songs that I can't get enough of.

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Walking for Ben

Posted on 08:11 by Unknown

Tomorrow, I will be participating in the San Diego Brain Tumor Walk.

If you follow this blog at all, Alex and Katelynn, you have read about my friend Ben who died of a Brain Tumor at just 18 years old.

Tomorrow, we walk for him.

We will walk in his memory. We will walk celebrating Ben' s life.

We will walk for a cure.

Please consider donating to this cause.

Here is a link to my page, which is part of the team LOVE BEN.

Tomorrow, we will wear green, remember Ben, celebrate his life, and fight for a cure.

We love you Ben! :)


...I sit here with tears rolling down my face, a full heart, and much gratitude. I can't say THANK YOU enough to the support that has come through. I have no words other than THANK YOU.
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Wednesday, 8 September 2010

Christmas Cards

Posted on 14:49 by Unknown
I am one of those people who sends out a Christmas Card every year. It is just something that I do. I love the whole creative and production processes. I love labeling and stamping the envelopes. I love all of it. :) Needless to say, I get started on this process early.

The problem is, my favorite card came two years ago when I dressed up like Santa and got all tied up in Christmas lights. In my mind, everything has to be better than that now. That isn't easy.

As I think through this, I have been thinking about cards that I get. I don't want to copy those, so that is an important question to ask. Here is just an observation that I have made since watching friends get engaged, married, get a dog, have a baby and watch their kids grow.

This is generally the order in which those Christmas cards come.

Year One: Engagement Photo with the tag-line "Soon-To-Be"
Year Two: Wedding Picture
Year Three: Picture of the happy Newly-Weds with their dog
Year Four: Picture of Mr and Mrs and their new baby
Year Five: Family Picture, mom is probably pregnant with number 2

Am I the only one to have experienced this?
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Hold my Heart

Posted on 09:39 by Unknown
I never meant to be the one to let you down
If anything, I thought I saw myself going first
I didn't know how to stick around
How to see anybody but me be getting hurt

I keep remembering the summer night
And the conversation breaking up the mood
I didn't want to tell you you were right
Like the season changing, oh, I felt it too

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark
How to hold my heart
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

I'm not the kind to try to tell you lies
But the truth is you've been hiding from it too
I see the end sneaking in behind your eyes
Saying everything no words could ever do

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark
How to hold my heart
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

Is anybody listening?
'Cause I'm crying
Is anybody listening?

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark
How to hold my heart
'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

-Hold My Heart, Sara Bareilles


This is proof that Sara Bareilles' new record is too good not to buy.


BUY IT!!!
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3 in 4

Posted on 08:54 by Unknown
3 of my favorite artists are coming to San Diego in a 4 day span.

September 29th, you will find me at House of Blues, taking in the sweet sounds of Sara Bareilles.
Between Little Voice and Kaleidoscope Heart, there is enough piano and ridiculous vocal ability to make me a VERY HAPPY girl for a VERY LONG time.


October 1st, you will find me at the San Diego Sports Arena, singing along with Carrie Underwood. The first and only time that I have seen Carrie was at my favorite venue, The Ryman, in Nashville. It was a taping of The Grand Ole Opry featuring her, Rascal Flatts, Vince Gill, and others. Needless to say, it was an amazing night.

October 2nd, I will be at Cricket Amphitheater for Rascal Flatts. I have seen Rascal Flatts a few times. At The Ryman in Nashville, at Cricket in Phoenix, and at Cricket in San Diego. These guys don't disappoint. Their harmonies are always on point, their production is always entertaining and exciting... they put on a good show.


So, the week of September 27 is looking like it is going to be a pretty wonderful week in my life musically.
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Tuesday, 7 September 2010

FINALLY

Posted on 08:14 by Unknown
I love me some Sara Bareilles.

Three years later, and I am still listening to Little Voice as if it came out last week. Her music is that good. Listen to her vocals on Gravity and try to tell me that she is anything but amazing. Go ahead, try. You can't.

I pre-ordered her new record the day they released the first single, King of Anything. From the instant it became available, I was hooked and counting down the days of the full album release. There aren't many artists that I geek out over like her. She is just that good.

Last night, I got an e-mail from iTunes saying that my pre-order was ready for download. Ummmmm, what?! The day before?!? YES PLEASE. You best believe I grabbed my MacBook and downloaded that ish IMMEDIATELY.

Kaleidoscope Heart is available TODAY on iTunes. Buy it. Trust me.

So far, I have listened to the record, in completion, about 4 times. It DOES NOT disappoint. Songs to sing on a summer day with your windows down and ocean air in your face. Songs to sing on a night drive with the windows down and heater on. Songs to sing when you have found love. Songs to sing when you have lost love. The album is full of songs to sing.

I am already singing these beauties:
Uncharted
Hold My Heart
King of Anything
Basket Case
Breathe Again

I am beyond thrilled that this record is finally here. FINALLY!

My friend Daniel, plays bass for Sara, both on the record and on the road. He's so stupid talented, it's not even funny.
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Thursday, 2 September 2010

Permission to Speak Freely

Posted on 19:31 by Unknown
I have been following Anne Jackson on Twitter for a while now. Not sure how it came about, but it did and I am glad. Maybe it was Don Miller or Los Whit or Brian and Promise Wurzell. Who knows?! Either way, I am glad that I began following her and I am even more glad to have read her most recent book.

As I stated a few posts ago, I am a book worm. I love to read. I love to curl up in the sun with a good book, my iPod and some lemonade. There are few things I love more than those serene moments on a blanket in a park with a book, some sweet tunes, and sunshine. Good thing I live in San Diego. Monday, was one of these days. And YES, I was working.

It was my job to sit at an info table outside by the harbor in the sunshine all day Monday and Tuesday. Rough, I know. From the moment I cracked this book, I couldn't stop. I laughed and I cried. Then, I laughed and I cried some more.

I cried tears of fear and tears of hope; tears of shame and tears of freedom. My story is much like Anne's, even in the most ridiculous ways. The theme in this book, is that you are not alone. No matter what your story, situation, or predicament in this moment... YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I am not alone. You are not alone. We are not alone.

No matter your faith stance or belief, I would encourage you to read this book. I can't wait to re-read it once I get through my pile of half-read books.

Read it.

In fact, if you don't want to bite the bullet and make the purchase, you can read bits and pieces on some blogs. Start HERE.
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Tuesday, 24 August 2010

Someone's Somebody

Posted on 14:06 by Unknown
You don't need no intuition
All you need is a beating heart
Ain't no math you need to figure
Nothing here you can pick apart

Does it feel good to you, baby?
Does it feel good to you, baby?
'Cause if it feels just like it should
It's gonna feel so good, baby

You're gonna be someone's somebody
You're gonna be somebody's someone
You're gonna be someone's somebody
You're gonna be somebody's someone


These nights get so lonely
Just the candles and the moon
But as you're waiting for that someone
Someone's out there waiting for you

It'll feel so good to you, baby
'Cause if it feels just like it should
It's gonna feel so good, baby

You're gonna be someone's somebody
You're gonna be somebody's someone
You're gonna be someone's somebody
You're gonna be somebody's someone

It could be summertime, the middle of the fall
But nothing will matter then
No, it won't matter at all

You're gonna be someone's somebody
You're gonna be somebody's someone
You're gonna be someone's somebody
You're gonna be somebody's someone


Someone's Somebody - Dave Barnes


...Thanks for the reminder Dave.
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Thursday, 19 August 2010

Looking Back

Posted on 08:11 by Unknown
I am not a journal writing kind of person. It just isn't my thing.
I have well over 10 journals that have maybe 10 pages written in, and the rest are blank.
In a lot of ways, this blog serves as a journal for me.
I don't share everything, but I do share a lot on here.

I am reading a book called The Land Between, which has been so good for my soul; reflecting on what has been, what is, and what will be. The past few years have felt undefined, which is a whole other post in the making. This morning, I was looking up who has been reading this blog, how they got here, and all the other geeky things that Google Analytics allows me to see. I saw that someone came to my blog when putting in someone's name, a person that I had mentioned in a previous post.

At first, I didn't want to read the post. I didn't want to re-live, once again, all that the post held. Alas, I got over it and read it. I am so glad I did. Glad for a few reasons.

1. I am proud of the way I handled myself in that situation. I wasn't bitter or angry or hard, I just stated the facts and looked to the future.
2. Thinking back to when I was dreaming of Nashville, it felt good that my last words were, "here's to chasing dreams." I hope that I never stop chasing my dreams.

Life hasn't been easy, but God never said it would be. In fact, it is pretty evident all throughout scripture that it is going to be anything BUT easy. As obscure as it may sound, I am glad for that. My bumps and bruises, nicks and scrapes, have taught me so much and have helped to mold me into the person that I am.
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Wednesday, 18 August 2010

Football Season...

Posted on 19:42 by Unknown
Ryan Matthews.

Yes please.

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Tuesday, 17 August 2010

Thank you Jet Blue Diva

Posted on 14:37 by Unknown
Thank you for grabbing a few beers and going down the blow-up slide.

Because of you, this beautiful deal is back.

If I could, I would.

http://www.jetblue.com/aycj/#details

I would go to:
Boston
New York City
Washington DC
Nantucket

4 weekends. 4 trips.

Who's with me?!?!
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Book Worm

Posted on 11:10 by Unknown
I am a total book worm.

I don't like to borrow books from friends, loan my books out, check books out from the library, or anything of the sort. I like to own my books. If I like a book enough to tell you about it, I will try to convince you to buy it, or I will buy it for you myself. If I really love a book, I devour it in a day. Sometimes, I have to force myself to take my time, so the book can last longer; these are the best kinds of books.

Right now, I am in the middle of 4 books. One is a re-read situation, the other 3 are brand new to me. Along with those 4 on my list, I have 3 more waiting to be read.

In my purse, I have:
The Land Between

and

Permission To Speak Freely

On my nightstand, I have:
Searching For God Knows What
and
Angry Conversations with God

On my shelf, waiting to be read is:
Grace Eventually


If I had a Borders gift card, I would purchase these beauties:
Bittersweet


and
Cold Tangerines

What are you reading?
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